I don't understand, she slapped you across the face? when you told her you had been making yourself throw up? Why/ I don't get it?

yes, she slaped me. i told her cause we are honest about everything with one another. i did it 3 times, and all of them cause something happened that made me depressed.
i've decided to go to the councelor tomorrow and get better ways to deal with depression than puking ^^

I think you should definitely feel like you can tell your friend about your problems. I agree with jenny-I don't understand why on earth she slapped you. Definitely see the counselor tomorrow-that's what they are there for.

i think she slaped me cause she could.....thats the only logical excuse i can think of

i hope things get better for you.

YOur visiion got blurry?
Yes-you needto lose the weight-but lose it safely.

How many calories are you eating per day??

If you're going to work out, you need proper fuel for it. :)

Keem's right, sounds like you were about ready to faint. And if you were so cold, your body needs food to keep your temp up. Never skip breakfast, ever. It's best if you make it your biggest meal, then you have energy and the whole day to work it off. If you eat too little, you will not lose weight, your body will freak out and hang onto that weight for dear life.

Well-I do have one more comment-something I just noticed-and it's really none of my business so if I offend, please excuse me for chiming in about this--but I noticed this:

On Your profile:
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A Little About Me: let's see, about me, I want to get to 98 lbs sooo badly so I'll do just about anything to get there.
why 98? it's a small number and in reality you can never be too thin.
my ultimate goal weight would have to be 85 lbs just so I can finally be skinnier than my mom.

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98 pounds is not enough! Yikes! (And 85 is OMG--way way way too low? You're not serious about those goals are you?) I'm not saying you're incapapble of making it to those goals-I'm just saying they're not a healthy weight. (and the "doing anything to get there" will end up backfiring on you!)

If your height is 5'4", the lowest healthy weight according to doctors (assuming you have a small frame, is around 110) and I think you'd look fabulous at that weight. The goal is to look nice--and to look/be healthy--not rail thin, sickly looking or physically unhealthy as a result of the efforts, IMO. Even the Hollywood women who get underweight get torn apart by the tabloids.

Just a little food for thought for you! :)

Holly Shyyyt Listen to me from nothing but experience! I did the same thing you did, I used give my self like a third of an apple per meal and over exersise like an idoit! What happened? I lost 80lbs in three months! And everyone told me I would gain it back, which I didnt, till I turned 20, and then I shot back up in two years all the weight plus some and now my doctors telling me its because when you reach your late teens you hit a growth change with ur homones and what not and you metabolism changes so me being an idoit and starving myself has made me gain 110 lbs back like everyone told me I would! Now I hide from people and suffer from depression cause of the extra 110 lbs. I aslo screwed up my periods from it, they are all out of wack sometimes I dont get them and I was told it may be hard for me to concieve! And you want to be skinnier than your mom? does she have problems too? Girl lose it for yourself and not anyone else. I wouldnt wish what happened to me on anyone else. Being that skinny is disgusting to MOST people. Be healthy and happy and do it the right way so you dont have to start all over again. Seems like you should be on a diffrent site than this maybe a PRO-**** SITE? You can do it you have strength BE HEALTHY

It is really hard when you don't feel supported by the ones around you. That's why I really like Weightcircles! Hang in there and take time to eat something healthy. You need to eat. Take care of yourself. You are soooooo worth it!!!!

Good for you for telling here what you wanted and not giving in to what she wanted you to do. those are the kinds of decisions that will help you get that weight off!

Let them get mad. It's not the end of the world. If you're really afraid people will get mad, tell them you have a stomach ache or something-it seems like for some reason, people don't understand when we want to diet but they understand medical problems.
And.........you were workacizing!!!

Pfft, some skinny people will never understand. She shouldn't rely on you to be the determining factor on whether she can get what she wants; it isn't fair to either of you... and besides, if she's super skinny, just tell her to eat a whole one herself to get some meat on them bones :-P